In Tarot circles we sometimes talk about cards ‘stalking’ us. These are cards that show up in pretty much every reading we do and we often struggle with the exact meaning of these ‘repeat offenders’ even though many of us have years and years of experience and some of us are professionals.
The reasons stalker cards are so difficult to read for oneself is because they reflect a shadow aspect that is coming up for healing.
I came up with a simple little spread which will hopefully help you shed light on any ‘stalkers’ and can also be used to bring a theme card into sharper focus.
For the purpose of illustrating this spread with a sample reading, I chose to use the year theme card I pulled for my 12 Houses Zodiac reading at the start of 2012. It’s the 10 of Swords and in spite of getting a very helpful message from my Spirit guides about the deeper meaning of this card, I am still struggling with the ‘why’ as in ‘Why did I have to go through all this pain in 2012?’
Sure, this card has showed up in some of the readings I have done about various topics throughout the year but I can honestly say that I might as well have embroidered a spread cloth with this card’s image – that’s how ’10 of Swordsy’ this year has been.
Soooo… before I laid the Sakki Sakki Tarot cards out in the pattern you see below, with an Archangel Oracle Card for additional spiritual guidance, I invoked Archangel Jeremiel. I shuffled and cut as usual and then looked through the cards until I got to the 10 of Swords. I separated it and the two cards on either side out and laid them before me in the order they were found in the deck:
1. Why I have to have this lesson (The Star)
2. What I will have learned by the end of it (5 of Coins)
3. Stalker card
4. How I am doing right now (King of Swords)
5. Pass or fail? (Knight of Swords)
6. Angelic guidance and comfort (Relationship Harmony)
1. The Star is the card of Hope in the Tarot deck and I feel that this is a gentle nod from the Angel of Hope that I invoked at the start of the reading. Also it tells me that I am meant to learn to ask for his help a bit more often. I need to learn what it is like to find and renew hope in the most desperate situations so that I can help others do the same. The Star resonates with the Aquarian humanitarian energies and is never just about the seeker – it’s about the lives that she touches. The water-bearer reminds us that our actions are like rings on water…
2. At the end of this lesson, I will hopefully have learned that life is very difficult sometimes and that we need to have these experiences in order to invoke more grace as well as learn to ask for help. (5 of Pentacles)
3. The offending card (10 of Swords)
4. How I am doing now. The King of Swords shows up to let me know I’m using the intellect to analyse the situation. Well played, Tarot, well played.
5. Feel free to correct me if I’m wrong but I take the Knight of Swords here as a potential pass. Why? Well, because he resonates with the Aquarian Star card and because it happens to be my birthday courtier (last decan of Capricorn). Yeah, I know he’s not perfect but he’s not a quitter and he’s more than willing to detach himself from his personal woes to get to the truth. In fact, he would lay his very life down for the truth.
6. Thank you, Raguel. It’s nice to know that my personal relationships are seeing some angelic intervention. Not that there is an all out war going on here but this has been a year of serious uninvited meddling by people who really did not have my best interests at heart. T’would be nice for that to end. Cheers!
ETA January 2016: It did end, of course. No situation, no matter how bad, lasts forever. My latest stalker card is the 8 of Wands. I’m glad I found this oldie but goodie in the archives because I do believe it will come in handy!