
Receiving My Order of the White Dove Initiation
Back in 2003, during an “opening to channel” meditation, something unexpected happened.
I had just begun exploring this type of work more seriously, so I approached the exercise with zero expectations. Yet, not far into my meditation, I felt and ‘saw’ Yeshua before me. It wasn’t a huge surprise that he showed up since, though I’d left the church a few years before this experience, I never stopped loving him. He placed his hands upon my head and said:
“You are a member of the Order of the White Dove.”
At the time, I had no context for what that meant. I wasn’t part of any mystical order, nor did I fully understand how channelling worked. But the message imprinted itself on my soul. The next day, I pulled the Ace of Cups twice, from two different decks. Both featured a white dove descending from above. My heart knew it was a confirmation, even if my mind needed another two decades to catch up. Everyone who knows me knows that I have always admitted to being a slow learner.
For over twenty years, that phrase—Order of the White Dove—lingered in the background of my spiritual journey. I sensed it was something real, something I belonged to on the inner planes, even if I didn’t yet know how to embody it outwardly.
The Time for the Order of the White Dove Is Now
What I’ve come to realise is that I wasn’t just being called to remember—I was being asked to prepare.
Now, in this time of quickenings, awakenings, and reimaginings of what spiritual community can look like, I know with certainty that the Order of the White Dove was never meant to remain purely on the astral plane. It was—and is—a call to build something real, rooted, and radically inclusive. Not a religion. Not a hierarchy. But a Christo-Sophianic path of union, wisdom, and love.
And while I am not the only one who may have heard this call, I know I am meant to open the doors for those within my reach.
What Is the Order of the White Dove?
The Order of the White Dove is a universal church for the doctrinally disenfranchised—for those who’ve been exiled from traditional religious structures because of divorce, sexuality, mystical experiences, or simply asking too many questions.
We follow the Christo-Sophianic Way, where Christ is the Divine Logos and Sophia is Holy Wisdom—the sacred counterpart who joins Him in the work of healing, illumination, and return to Oneness. In this path, we reject the notion of original sin and substitutionary atonement. Instead, we embrace gnosis, healing remembrance, and sacred inner union.
We draw on the Gnostic Gospels, mystical Christian texts, works by mystics from other traditions, and direct revelation through Spirit. We honour Yeshua and Mary Magdalene as avatars of Christ Consciousness and Sophia Wisdom, and recognise the Holy Spirit as the living breath guiding our return.
This path is not about converting others—it’s about living as a clear vessel of divine love, and creating sanctuary for those who no longer fit anywhere else.
Read the Full Charter
I’ve written the Charter of the Order of the White Dove as both a personal declaration and a communal invitation. It includes our cosmology, our core values, and a Declaration of Belonging for those who feel the call.
Click here to download the PDF Charter.
(Feel free to share it, reflect with it, or print it for your altar.)
Resources for the Christo-Sophianic Path
If you feel called to dive deeper into the mystical heart of Christ-Sophia devotion, I’ve gathered a collection of resources that may support you on the journey.
Explore the Esoteric Christian Resources page.
You’ll find recommended books, Tarot decks, rituals, and more—tools for mystics, intuitives, and lovers of the Light who long to walk the Way with both feet in the world and their heart in the Beloved.
Final Thoughts
I don’t claim to have all the answers. But I do know how to listen—and I know when it’s time to respond to a call that’s been echoing for lifetimes.
If you’re here, reading this, then perhaps you’re hearing that same call. Perhaps you, too, are part of the Order that was seeded in the Pleroma and now flowers on the physical plane.
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